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The Great Despiser

by Joe Pug

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Hymn #76 03:37
To meet me is to dare into the darkness But if you are devoted to a dream Go and light the lantern Leave your family abandoned Meet me by the shallows of the stream O meet me by the shallows of the stream To ask me is to love with hesitation My answer is the same as it has been Here is my affection No conditions and no questions Open up the door and let me in Open up the door and let me in To trust me is to travel past the towers Those who make it back from here are few It takes all of your devotion To have courage for a moment The world has bested better men than you The world has bested better men than you To love me is to set upon the mountain Every step is harder than the last But to find the step above it Is to triumph, is to summit Taste the frigid water from the tap Taste the frigid water from the tap To curse me for the life we left behind us Is to misremember what was cost For from the vacant cradle To the empty kitchen table Show me what was precious that was lost Show me what was precious that was lost
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If it must be done Then listen, son Should no one stand To shake your hand Here’s what I’ve learned From the file and rank It’s a road of bones And you get no thanks Well I was young With pockets deep I gave a sum To a friend in need I lost the rest To the central bank It’s a road of bones And you get no thanks My love was caught In a winter storm I brought my coat To keep her warm Her eyes did close And my heart sank It’s a road of bones And you get no thanks So if you came here for the accolades You’re a foot too short and a lifetime too late There are no sweet words to wash your face Or to carry you back home Unless they are your own I heard my call And I answered it I left my home As I saw fit Now I have no friends And my days are blank It’s a road of bones And you get no thanks So if it must be done Then listen, son Should no one stand To shake your hand Here’s what I’ve learned From the file and rank It’s a road of bones And you get no thanks
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Hey little brother did you hear I made it back to town I’m getting sober there’s some things I gotta figure out I saw the station and the lot we used to run around I could have sworn that there were things I used to care about Pleased to see you it’s been too long Where you been since I been gone What were all those words we used to shout I am the great despiser I hold myself beside her I often hope for fire I am the great despiser Hey little brother did you hear I’m slipping back and forth I’m getting older man it’s barely worth it anymore I had a dream that we were sitting on the summer porch It seemed like everything was just the way it was before Pleased to see you it’s been too long Where you been since I been gone What were all these frozen letters for I am the great despiser I hold myself beside her I often hope for fire I am the great despiser I don’t want to care about it anymore / I don’t want to care about it any more I don’t want to care about it anymore / I don’t want to care about it any more
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A Gentle Few 03:53
Welcome home my son It’s been so very long I know that you’re here to surrender The disappointing days I suffered at your age Are more than I care to remember Before you throw the towel And turn your engines out Don’t expect to spit all that you’ve tasted from your mouth After all you seen You’ll only hope to be Pretending to be a pretender The years that I been through I met a gentle few Who say that they love and they mean it The others that I met Are decent folks I guess But all that they love is achievement The swagger and the dress The trappings of success The butter and the milk of what it takes to get ahead On any given night You’ll catch them dead to rights Painting their name on the ceiling Remember in the end That many of your friends Would rather be dead than uncertain They want a simple yes Or even better yet A promise the next life is perfect I promise that it’s not But then what have they got Only fifty years they never gave a moment’s thought Anyone they find Who tells them otherwise They’ll follow him backwards and shirtless
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Ours 04:03
Ours are homes we never chose Far from anyone we know Taps with every faucet on Lamps that light an empty lawn So we took what we inherited And we dug a hole to bury it All our property and marriages All we wanted was a narrative That was ours Ours are routes that never rest Carved from countless heavy steps Stairs with every stringer worn Wind where they have wound before So we threw away the atlases All the heavy ones they handed us They called us everything but savages But we found a couple passages That were ours So we spoke in lower registers Than the merchants and the ministers We were little more than whisperers But we found a couple listeners That were ours
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They called you a dreamer When you were seventeen The years went by so fast Now they call you other things And all of the answers that you’re dreaming of They say that it’s natural But a grown man learns how to give them up You had an apartment and a woman once You paid the electric And the gas and water every month She said that she loved you And she wore your clothes Now she’s in Dallas With a stand-up guy and a four year old There’s a world out there I know there is Where they’ll play my songs On their silver harps and their violins If you remember one thing remember this When the lights came up There was nothing left that I could give All of your cousins and your relatives Are competent husbands, faithful model citizens You saw them at Christmas When they laughed and sang They’re so very different Why the hell can’t you just feel the same There’s a world out there I know there is Where they’ll play my songs On their silver harps and their violins If you remember one thing remember this When the lights came up There was nothing left that I could giv
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I got a hold on you Stronger than the whole damned world Stronger than the whole damned world I don’t care what they say is true Stronger than the whole damned world Stronger than the whole damned world I know you’re tired / I know you’re honest I know you’re sick of wealth and progress They have their jackets / they have their dresses But we’ll refuse what they hold precious I got a hold on you Stronger than the whole damned world Stronger than the whole damned world I don’t care what they say is true Stronger than the whole damned world Stronger than the whole damned world They have their riches / I know it’s awful I know they have their modern gospel So let them profit / so let them gamble We have a secret they can’t handle I got a hold on you Stronger than the whole damned world Stronger than the whole damned world I don’t care what they say is true Stronger than the whole damned world Stronger than the whole damned world They have their titles / they have their fashion They have their loud and desperate passion So let them holler / so let them battle So let them curse us, doesn’t matter
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One of Many 03:09
As the only child / for a hundred miles / living in the land of plenty You could raise your cup / anytime you want / and never find it empty But your plate was flush / and you had so much / while others had not any As you lay in bed / well they shaved your head / now you’re one of many O now you’re one of many It was hard to breathe / when you knew no need / the crown it lay so heavy At night you slept / underneath your bed / with both your pistols ready But they stole your robes / and now your clothes / they won’t sell for a penny You’re free to rest / your naked chest / now you’re one of many O now you’re one of many When the sirens cried in the afternoon, Did your mouth go dry? Did your blood run blue? Was it louder than a drum in an empty room? Did it strike so hard, cause it rang so true? As a traveler / in the wider world / the road was never friendly So you turned around / you were homeward bound / at the tender age of twenty When you arrived / you cried to find / your mother had no memory Once you were her only son Now, you’re one of many O now you’re one of many
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Blue needs no charter / to marble the veins Green needs no ocean / to garner its name Night needs no favor / weather no shame Storms need no shoulders / to carry their rain So neither do I need a witness / to nod and agree If I see the mountains / they must see me Leaders need titles / pastors need men Authors need stories /more than stories need them Nations need children / to rise and defend And statues and pledges / and anthems I guess They laugh as I lie on the floor / and I try to repeat If I see the mountains / they must see me Proof is as much of a blanket / as naked belief If I see the mountains / they must see me
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From deep dark wells comes pure clean water And the ice will melt as the day gets hotter The night grows old as the sun climbs into the sky When now is then and tomorrow’s coming And where you’ve been starts meaning something As long as you can, just keep stumbling ahead As long as you’re not finished You can start all over again As long as you’re not finished You can start all over again You can start all over again From deep dark wells comes pure clean water The ice will melt as the day gets hotter And the night grows old as the sun climbs into the sky And as long as you’re not finished You can start all over again As long as you’re not finished You can start all over again You can start all over again

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released April 24, 2012

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Joe Pug Maryland

A singer-songwriter known for his lyrical acumen and plaintive harmonica style. Paste Magazine wrote of his music: “Unless your surname is Dylan, Waits, Ritter or Prine, you could face-palm yourself to death trying to pen songs half as inspired”.

He has appeared at Lollapalooza, Bonnaroo, and The Newport Folk Festival.

Additionally, he is the creator and host of The Working Songwriter podcast.
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